Story time:…
So i decided to go out tonight after a long time… After being in all stress and spending 3h on toilet being scared shitless i finally left my home… I went alone, i dont have friends and i didnt ever had so yea i went alone… After walking 1h~ in the city center and getting verbally abused a few times i finally got there… My anxiety kicked in and i couldnt go in i was just standing front of the club for like 30 minutes… During that time a drunk goth girl spotted me from the other side of the street and came to me and gave me a hug and told me to not kill myself… everybody love emos… expect the 99% of ppl who dont… Its felt nice but then i started to feel really depressed and lonely i decided to go home… Just a block away from bar i got verbally abused again by group of people for my height and for me bing trans… typical “boy or girl” stuff im hearing every single day… Good to know i dont pass w/e…. I was super scared so i walked faster to the bus stop… but they were going that way too and when i stoped at bus stop one of them stoped front of me looked me in the eyes and pointed at me then yelled “i told its was a boy” then they walked away… few mins after that i got my ass slapped by a stranger who walked away fast after that… like i wasnt scared enough already… This is is 1st time its happened to me… Just right after that in 3min i got verbally abused again… then bus came… i got on and stared at the floor… if i cant see them they cant see me either… i got home safe luckily and none followed me… One thing for sure, i will call a taxi whenever i can… only if i wasnt broke :/ any way i hope not everyones weekends sucked as much as mine… Love you guys, you gave me strength for keep on going every single day… Just by the likes i feel a bit better knowing there are ppl out there who likes me ^^
People suck well 99 percent anyway I think if it makes you happy don’t listen to what they say it’s hard butt there’s an...